Today I spent the afternoon at the funeral of my girlfriends 4-year old son. I have cried alot of tear since I returned from Nevada and heard the news of the accidental death. Going to the funeral and seeing my girlfriend really helped. I tried so hard to hold myself together at the viewing, but as soon as I saw her standing next to her sons open casket I totally lost it. She and her husband where like a rock - comforting everyone else.
The funeral was really nice. I really needed to go to wrap my head around the whole thing and remember what this life is really about - it helped me refocus.